work is so stress.

now i really can feel the stress of being a manager.

just came back from work and oso management meeting.

and found out i got so many things to do.

and so many things have not done yet.

tats working life ba.

finish work my whole mind still thinking of work.

wat are things i still need to do.

wat are things not done yet.

haiyo stress ah.

haa.

hais.

i really envy those ppl having perfect family.

unlike mine.

dont have a mother who can really understand how youngster feel and wat youngster wan nowadays.

her mindset is stucked in her oldies.

and oso my relationship with my brother is not tat close like how others treat their siblings.

they can be best friends.

hais.

is not i dont want to go home.

somehow i dont like to go home.

i go home like no one bother abt me.

i go home like a dumb.

no one talk to me.

go home like so weird.

they like strangers.

hais i noe tat should not be the way.

but i dunno how to change the way.

i really dunno wat to do lah.